09/11/2009.
5:25PM.

dear diary...
I AM A GOD. i know exactly what i need to do to feel like this. to feel like- i can burn my tongue and feel no pain. nothing compares to this feeling, NOT EVEN SEX.

you're killing people.

NO. I'M KILLING BOYS.

i am a new person. i am a happy person. WHY WOULDN'T I BE?
no more whining, no more crying, no more weakness.
I AM A GOD. I AM A GOD. I AM A GOD. I AM A GOD.

BUT THERE'S A METHOD BEHIND THE MADNESS.

I AM BECOMING SOMEBODY NEW.